Stream of Consciousness Poetry Moment

iwishyoucouldhavelookedmeintheeye
onmymosthonoredandspecialnight
iwishyoucouldhavebeenproudofME
insteadoffocusedonyourownanxieties

iwishyoucouldhaveworkedhardertogetwell
andmycheerleadingwouldhaveinspiredyou
iwishyoucouldhavemetmehalfway
insteadofexpectingmetofalltoyourlevel

iwishicouldhaveheldmyownmore
couldhavemaintainedmyintegrity
iwishicouldhavedemandedmoreofyou
insteadofgivingonlyofme

nowisthetimeforthedreamstocometrue
nowisthetimefornewchaptersandhopes
nowisthetimethatigettotellmyownstory
nowisthetimethatispreadmywingsandfly...